Totto-chan was kicked out of school from the first grade as she didn’t follow rules and asked too many questions. Being informed by the expulsion, Totto-chan’s mother took her to Tomoe school. The school-head told her to say whatever she wanted to tell him and listened to her talking for four hours, then Totoo-chan started her four years in the new school!
In Tomoe, the classrooms were old railroad cars, where the students could study the things required to learn of the day in any order and ask the teacher any question whenever having difficulties. Lunch boxes were required to be something from the mountain and something from the ocean, so meats and vegetables and fish and seaweeds would always be in belance. If all studies were finished in the morning, the whole class would talk natural walks, join temple fairs to learn geography, history and nature. At night the whole school camped in the campus compound where the school-head would tell stories on journeys.
When Totto-chan’s mother took her out from the first school, all she said to the young girl of six was:”let’s go to visit a new school, I was told it’s pretty good’. Totto-chan’s father refused to play for military factories for food and gift coupons as ‘how can I play army songs with my violin”?
When Totto-chan dropped her purse in the toilet , she emptied the cesspit with a wooden ladle to find it, when the school-head just asked her to put everything back when finish and walked away. He loves every students and tries to make each of them feels special.
Rocky is the dog Totto-chan grew up with, he once bit her right ear, but she didn’t mind, non did her parents. Totto-chan loved to smell his ears for the addictive stink.
Once day Rocky was gone, nowhere to be found…
After a happy four years Tomoe school was destroyed by American bombers in air raids…
When Totto-chan was twenty years old her mother finally told her about the expulsion from the first school.
Many years later the grown-up Totto-chan, Tetsuko Kuroyanagi wrote the book Totto-chan, the Little Girl at the Window (窗边的小豆豆, 窓ぎわのトットちゃん), to record the controversial experiment of Mr. Kobayashi and her childhood. Many years later Kuroyanagi founded the Totto-chan Foundation to trains deaf actors to bring live theater to the deaf community. Another many years later Kuroyanagi turned to be a UNICEF Goodwill Ambassador travels around the world for humanitarian mission.
Many years later my father left for a business trip and came back home with a book called Totto-chan, the Little Girl at the Window for his ten and nine years old daughters, and they have been dreaming about Tomoe Gakuen ever since.
Many years later the grown-up ten years old bought a copy of Totto-chan, the Little Girl at the Window for her own daughters and read them the whole book in a week.
Many years later the grown-up nine years old went to visit a friend. He has a window the third floor facing several busy downtown crossroads. The girl stood by the window looking out, in a cold winter night, for a nano second, she saw Totto-chan standing by the window looking out.

#1 by Bananaramaji on February 2, 2010 - 07:09
I too read this beautiful book many years ago.
It is good to stand by the window and dream.
#2 by sylviawen on February 2, 2010 - 15:01
DId you also make up a song when pressing your face against the window?
Do you remember the tea party?
#3 by Bananaramaji on February 2, 2010 - 17:53
Tea Party?
No, please remember it to me….
#4 by sylviawen on February 3, 2010 - 13:39
The Tea Party
Ryo-chan, the janitor at Tomoe, whom all the children liked so much, was finally called up. He was a grown-up, but they all called him by his childish nickname. Ryochan was a sort of guardian angel who always came to the rescue and helped when anyone was in trouble. Ryo-chan could do anything. He never said much, and only smiled, but he always knew just what to do. When Totto-chan fell into the cesspool, it was Ryo-chan who came to her rescue straight away, and washed her off without so much as a grumble.
“Let’s give Ryo-chan a rousing, send-off tea party,” said the headmaster.
“A tea party?”
Green tea is drunk many times during the day in Japan, but it is not associated with entertaining–except ceremonial powdered tea, a different beverage altogether. A “tea party” would be something new at Tomoe. But the children liked the idea. They loved doing things they’d never done before. The children didn’t know it, but the headmaster had invented a new weld, sawakai (tea party), instead of the usual sobetsukai (farewell party), on purpose. A farewell party sounded too sad, and the older children would understand that it might really be farewell if Ryo-chan got killed and didn’t come back. But nobody had ever been to a tea parry before, so they were all excited.
After school, Mr. Kobayashi had the children arrange the desks in a circle in the Assembly Hall just as at lunchtime. When they were all sitting in a circle, he gave each one a single thin strip of roasted dried squid to have with their green tea. Even that was a great luxury in those wartime days. Then he sat down next to Ryo-chan and placed a glass before him with a little sake in it. It was a ration obtainable only for those leaving for the front.
“This is the first tea party at Tomoe,” said the headmaster. “Let’s all have a good time. If there’s anything you’d like to say to Ryo-chan, do so. You can say things to each other, too, not just to Ryo-chan. One by one, standing in the middle.”
It was not only the first time they had ever eaten dried squid at Tomoe, but the first time Ryo-chan had sat down with them, and the first time they had seen Ryo-chan sipping sake.
One after the other the children stood up, facing Ryo-chan, and spoke to him. The first children just told him to take care of himself and not get sick. Then Migita, who was in Totto-chan’s class, said, “Next time I go home to the country I’ll bring you all back some funeral dumplings.”
Everyone laughed. It was well over a year since Migita first told them about the dumplings he had once had at a funeral and how good they were. Whenever the opportunity arose, he promised to bring them some, but he never did it.
When the headmaster heard Migita mention funeral dumplings, it gave him quite a start. Normally it would have been considered bad luck to mention funeral dumplings at such a time. But Migita said it so innocently, just wanting to share with his friends something that tasted so good, that the head-master laughed with the others. Ryochan laughed heartily, too. After all, Migita had been telling him for ages that he would bring him some.
Then Oe got up and promised Ryo-chan that he was going to become the best horticulturist in Japan.
Oe was the son of the proprietor of an enormous nursery garden in Todoroki. Keiko Aoki got up next and said nothing. She just giggled shyly, as usual, and bowed, and went back to her seat. Whereupon Totto-chan rushed forward and said for her, “The chickens at Keiko-chan’s can fly! I saw them the other day!”
Then Amadera spoke. “If you find any injured cats or dogs,” he said, “bring them to me and I’ll fix them up.
Takahashi was so small he crawled under his desk to get to the center of the circle and was there as quick as a wink. He said in a cheerful voice, “Thank you Ryo-chan. Thank you forever thing. For all sorts of things.”
Aiko Saisho stood up next. She said, “Ryo-chan, thank you for bandaging me up that time I fell down. I’ll never forget.” Aiko Saisho’s great-uncle was the famous Admiral Togo of the Russo-Japanes War, and Atsuko Saisho, another relative of hers, was a celebrated poetess at Emperor Meiji’s court. But Aiko never mentioned them.
Miyo-chan, the headmaster’s daughter, knew Ryo-chan the best. Her eyes were full of tears. “Take care of yourself, won’t you, Ryo-chan. Let’s write to each other.
Totto-chan had so many things she wanted to say she didn’t know where to begin. So she just said, “Even though you’re gone, Ryo-chan, we’ll have a tea party every day.”
The headmaster laughed, and so did Ryo-chan. All the children laughed, too, even Totto-chan herself.
But Totto-chan’s words came true the very next day. Whenever there was time the children would form a group and play “tea party.” Instead of dried squid, they would suck things like tree bark, and they sipped glasses of water instead of tea, sometimes pretending it was sake. Someone would say, “I’ll bring you some funeral dumplings,” and they’d all laugh. Then they’d talk and tell each other their thoughts.
Even though there wasn’t anything to eat, the “tea parties” were fun.
The “tea party” was a wonderful farewell gift that Ryo-chan left the children. And although none of them had the faintest idea then, it was in fact the last game they were to play at Tomoe before the children parted and went their separate ways.
Ryo-chan went off on the Toyoko train. His departure coincided with the arrival of the American airplanes. They finally appeared in the skies above Tokyo and began dropping bombs every day.